Sunday, February 27, 2011

Missed You




I'm always reminded
when I look in the mirror
that you're not here
to hold me. Yeah.
I'm always asking
why you choose to neglect me
why you wish to
leave me alone.
Maybe you just
don't want me at all.

I'm always wishing
that I could have someone
who could always hold me tight.
Well you've been appointed
so why won't you say alright.
I just want you
and only you
is that alright?
What I'm saying
very true
is I've missed you.

I ask myself now
why do you leave us
for the money?
He's like a rock
and you're never here.
Did you ever
think that this might be hard
for me?
I'm always asking
why didn't she call me?
And when you do
it's like you're not there.
I really need you.
Because you're
supposed to be there.

I'm always wishing
that I could have someone
who could always hold me tight.
Well you've been appointed
so why won't you say alright?
I just want you
and only you.
Is that alright?
What I'm saying
very true
is I've missed you.

Oh honey honey
are you my mother?
Or are you just the ghost who pays the bills?
Maybe Maybe
That is the very reason
why I can never see you here.
Well all I know is

I'm always wishing
that I could have someone
who could always hold me tight.
Well you've been appointed
so why won't you say alright?
I just want you
and only you.
Is that alright?
What I'm saying very true
is I've missed you.

For the past thirteen years of my life I've been missing you. (x six)

I'm always wishing
that I could have someone
who could always hold me tight.
Well you've been appointed
so why won't you say alright?
I just want you
and only you.
Is that alright?
What I'm saying
very true
is I've missed you.
I've missed you.
I've missed you.

The End.

By the way, sorry this is so long. While singing it and making it, I had no idea it was eight minutes. If you don't want to listen to the whole thing, I won't take it personally. (:

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

What does time do to me?

Time matures some,
While it weakens others.
To reach an understanding of oneself,
It takes time,
time to mature.

--My Mother's Ancient Poetry Book